February 12, 2020

I spent the next week and half so fucking confused, I told him I liked him? Isn’t that what he wanted? He was begging for that all week. And of course once he gets it, g h o s t town

Wtf. 🤦🏻‍♀️🙄


So like what was his point?
The good ole’ emotional hook?
I keep her...

February 4, 2020

Holy. Fucking. Shit. 

I’m freaking the fuck out.

I can’t believe he said he had the MOST feelings for me. Like wtf? How. You haven’t talked to me in 3 months. But I’d be lying if I didn’t kinda feel the same way, there’s just something about him. 🙈🤷🏻‍♀️

Omg. That’s my...

January 30, 2020

The daddy diaries part 4

I race home to beat him, and pick up my place a little from the night before.

As I’m re making the bed I hear a knock at my door 🙈👀

“Come in” I scream

And in walks d a d d y

“Hey babe, how was work”

😩😍 melt my damn heart

This just feels so goo...

January 27, 2020

Even though I only lived 5 blocks away from the restaurant, it was the longest, most anticipated ride ever.

We just kept eye fucking the shit out of each other & I’m pretty sure I was already wet from just looking at him 🙈 (no tmi’s here)

As we enter I say “do you want...

January 25, 2020

Vol No 2

My damn inner dialogue never stops. 




Fuck. Now I can’t sleep.

Fuck. Now I have a date to prep for.

Okay, sleep for a few hours & prep all morning before work.

Beep. Beep. beeppp.

Annoying fucking alarm sound.
I should really change that.


January 23, 2020

This is going to be a four part fictional blog series that’s 80% the truth. I gotta protect the dicks I speak of & might combine multiple experiences I’ve had to collectively make up one person on the story.

But this is for all you babes who fell for a fuck daddy, like...

September 9, 2019

Most of you don’t know the whole story, you haven’t seen the entire picture (Part I)

On the gram, especially things get cut, filtered, and edited for your viewing pleasure

It wasn’t until yesterday that I realized after sharing the cause of my divorce on my story that SO...

June 23, 2019

City lights have always called my name

But they always felt like a dream for another life, another version of me

Since I was 20 I wanted to live in a bigger city but the me I needed to be that decade called for small towns & corn fields

So at the end of an era, when I was...

May 22, 2019

I made a promise to myself years ago 

To never fall for someone 

Someone, who made me feel like

I was hard to love

But here I am on the brink of falling 

So if I am 

If I am hard to love 

(for your small minded heart)

If I am too much, or not enough 

(for your insecuritie...

April 8, 2019


As I sit here on my bed at 5:33 pm Saturday Evening,

I am about to embark on a full 24 hours of silence. 

I'm talking, no TV, no music, no speaking to others, no social media, no phone usage period. Just me. Alone. (Oh and my cat) for 24 Hours of solitude that I am...

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